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Gray

by Red Ankh

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Some people they are just passengers in life Wait their turn and never really do they take a chance They may plan but rarely ever do they do They have their use, propelling you and I Some people they are just passengers in life Wait their turn and never really do they take a chance They may be a frustration some moments but Competitors, we need our followers There are those who just don't seem to learn What good are the fools who deny science, logic Embarassing cogs in the great machine are just That, simple tools needed to keep all things moving, moving But do they keep our progress back Are they hurtful Are images lesser beings Than personalities What makes a thoughtful being What defines our powerful minds Some people they are just passengers in life Wait their turn and never really do they take a chance They may plan but rarely ever do they do They have their use, propelling you and I There are those who just can't seem to feel All the magesty in Universe, her beauty They take our products and give no thing back to us But denial on the whole is not an evil is it We must deny things to survive Are we evil May be they just live easier Lives than that of our kind What makes a thoughtful being What defines our powerful minds To each its own judgment call But there must be objective means All our lives We stand to justify our Strengths in line against these average minds All our lives We stand to justify our Strengths in line against these average minds Some people they are just passengers in life Wait their turn and never really do they take a chance They may plan but rarely ever do they do They have their use, propelling you and I Do we need to Empathize with them for Us or them if They're not worth our moments Some people they are just passengers in life Wait their turn and never really do they take a chance They may be a frustration some moments but Competitors, we need our followers
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There you are And they are all here Invisible prism Locked you, dear They call for freedom You stand still We’d never free them As they have spirits to kill It pains me to watch and it pains me to see I’ll lock them up but I’ll set you free I’ve set you free but your eyes wish to stay Looking back to him in a tragic way Without hesitation I send him to you Of this faithful gesture You have no clue It pains me to watch and it pains me to see I’ll lock them up but I’ll set you free Push you away
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Tundrome 04:49
[What a fancy, these absolutes Can you value that without reason If the feeling is arbitrary Can it really be for ever] Unconditional love is a farce with empty pockets In reality none love ah-all Love is earned when conditions are met and rules are followed And when below the threshold one falls... Love is cast away or new conditions are made, oh... Black, white, a trap closed round your mind Build the walls toward the sky Don't you know I'd sooner die Than see the world through jaded eyes Got to see if I can try To feel and know what is right [Some things can not be understood Without foundational knowledge What is love without respect What is honor to the beasts] Those that do not understand honor usually comprehend loyalty Can they be trusted But a bond without reason is meaningless and so those Who celebrate loyalty can't be trusted I stray from my way and new conditions are made, oh... Black, white, a trap closed round your mind Build the walls toward the sky Don't you know I'd sooner die Than see the world through jaded eyes Got to see if I can try To feel and know what is right I stray from my way and new conditions are made, oh... Love is cast away or new conditions are made, oh... Black, white, a trap closed round your mind Build the walls toward the sky Don't you know I'd sooner die Than see the world through jaded eyes Got to see if I can try To feel and know what is right
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so much hate so much sorrow why must it be this way, if we'd just stop this madness but hey it's not gonna happen anytime today. I ruin lives I turn on mine there is so much I shouldn't have done, I guess there's no turning back but the past clouds the sun. Life's in ruins but you're hanging on, to what? something but it's nothing much. Hopes and dreams but nothing real, just hoping for something to feel. Pain is climbing higher over the rubble always, feeding on the fallen hopes dead dreams. Sorrow casting onto the future, from a past that can never come back. So there's no light no truth no happiness and the darkness is never fading, so it's a never ending life of death death's always raiding...life The turning points all lead to sadness eventually the forks to a dead end, you can keep going from there but they'll always come back my friend. Life's in ruins but you're hanging on, to what? something but it's nothing much. Hopes and dreams but nothing real, just hoping for something to feel. Pain is climbing higher over the rubble always, feeding on the fallen hopes dead dreams. Sorrow casting onto the future, from a past that can never come back. And why would you want it? all it does is hurt you, but oh you want it so because it's all you've got to turn to. Defending life from life and pain from more pain, it doesn't seem like there is anything to gain. BUT THERE IS IT'S THERE ALL WE MUST DO IS FIND IT, TO GET IT AND HOLD IT AND DEFEND IT! BUT UNTIL THEN, WE LOSE SIGHT OF IT ALL... MORE AND MORE! Life's in ruins but you're hanging on, to what? something but it's nothing much. Hopes and dreams but nothing real, just hoping for something to feel. Pain is climbing higher over the rubble always, feeding on the fallen hopes dead dreams. Sorrow casting onto the future, from a past that can never come back.
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A world of bright light, glipse of oddity Squint, open my eyes Conflict at water's edge vrek veer verdohs Stolen people's lives A friendly monster, a gray dinosaur Until he hungers His magic, too strong, so I must speak him Torreffee zunders Skipping along the beach allosaurus searches for aura Not afraid to suck it out of us But his guilt, dekliyek, haunts him unsure if he is justified Tears for us he sheds, oh shaiyetreeus Could he not gather aura from elseworld Korkoodah hoorome He in truth is a coward, deldekka Not to leave his home Sir, your life, can justify sacrifice Of many others I am a wizard, I erkden help you Do you want it, erz Vosh vedosh, if this is a trick I will Not be drek amused How can your magic do what I can't do I am so confused Speaketh the monster, no impossible You want my aura Be gone, koraktus, this is my beach droh Can't understand vra Skipping along the beach allosaurus searches for aura Not afraid to suck it out of us But his guilt, dekliyek, haunts him unsure if he is justified Tears for us he sheds, oh shaiyetreeus Skipping along the beach allosaurus searches for aura Not afraid to suck it out of us But his guilt, dekliyek, haunts him unsure if he is justified Tears for us he sheds, oh shaiyetreeus
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Life's a game To keep us entertained Get ready And play There are a few rules There are many levels But you can make your own Choose your own They change as you move And as time goes on And a few Stay the same But like I said Before You can Shift it ~Though creating your own rules Isn't so easily done And playing by them Isn't always fun And making your own game Is harder than it seems But oh how much better it is ~Than playing the drone in this one Life's a game To keep us entertained Straighten your aim And play Yes you can Also choose Who you are Who you want to be It's not as simple As whom you are It's what you do And how you play as well And will others join On your side Or will they Oppose you ~Will there be alliance Or just defiance Or dreadful reliance On the players by your side Will they betray you Or will they aid you Maybe there's no use in calling them ~For the chances they create Life's a game To keep us entertained Calm down And play Just have some fun Some happiness It's just A game You may win Or lose but play well Or fail At every attempt Like I said Before It is Difficult ~So then would it be all wasted Will this game come to be hated Wondering why someone won't change it You can But what are you to do With the circumstances in front of you To make it right or better ~Than what it is ~Though creating your own rules Isn't so easily done And playing by them Isn't always fun And making your own game Is harder than it seems But oh how much better it is ~Than playing the drone in this one Life's in flames On rough terrain Stop worrying And live Make some changes Make mistakes But always Try again ~If in the game you're playing The meaning is fading Then bend some rules and play A different game And if that one is useless Or is happiness-less It's time to bend some rules and play ~A new game
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Feel the fault Guns scare people Knives are a menace Suicide’s unholy War is so perfect Give me your yesterday And I’ll give you nothing I want to be rid of you Feel maybe something Your juggernaut frightens me No idea when I’ll go off The top Or the bottom again Its steam burns our screams Crushed bone makes a soft sound Powder all In the wind THAT’S WHAT WE ARE TO YOU ALL I’ll shake; I’ve got all night to scream FEEL THE FAULT, FEEL THE FAULT I’ll get you all with broken fingers I’m so scared to death of you But I’m not afraid of you You can chase me down But I’ll be the one attacking you Master the rays of exceeding death Blow holes in our prominent jest Of your inane actions of total destruction But only when it suits your construction CRUX OF YOUR JUGGERNAUT And I shake in silent, metaphoric whimpers FEEL THE FAULT, FEEL THE FAULT I’ll kill it with my broken fingers THAT’S WHAT WE ARE TO YOU ALL I’ll shake; I’ve got all night to scream FEEL THE FAULT, FEEL THE FAULT I’ll get you all with broken fingers Feel the fault CRUX OF YOUR JUGGERNAUT And I shake in silent, metaphoric whimpers FEEL THE FAULT, FEEL THE FAULT I’ll kill it with my broken fingers THAT’S WHAT WE ARE TO YOU ALL I’ll shake; I’ve got all night to scream FEEL THE FAULT, FEEL THE FAULT I’ll get you all with broken fingers
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New 06:46
I trust in my value, do not trust any thing I trust in my life's love, the world keeps on turning Can't just this stay the same, reliance is worthless Can I really be to blame, good luck placing purpose If I can so easily throw it all away How can I ensure my identity, that is to say Who am I next moment when my habits flux How can honor sustain with value corrupt I am in love with a monster And the monster that I see is me I am in love with a monster Don't deceive, the monster is me What you value, is your fault What is petty, can be resolved In the forges, of change Turn, face the new Sacrifice your expectations of beauty to honor for there is no greater shining path. Do not self deceive with notions of beauty lost for beauty is inescapable. I want what I have lost, action enacts event I want what is gone from me, embrace simplicity Can't just this stay the same, reliance is worthless Oh why tarnish my name, symbols are not purpose If I must evolve to survive A beautiful tragedy is left behind If I must convert to be free What is left of me Kill and suffer all Idle, rotting hole Never fall in to Stale patterns, forge anew Fight the urge to dwell Might will serve you well Honor's all you need To complete the deed I am in love with a monster And the monster that I see is me I am in love with a monster Don't deceive, the monster is me What you value, is your fault What is petty, can be resolved In the forges, of change Turn, face the new Sacrifice your expectations of beauty to honor for there is no greater shining path. Do not self deceive with notions of beauty lost for beauty is inescapable. Do not fear change on principle of what you find pretty The pretty things are petty things. Do not self deceive with notions of beauty lost For novelty will revitalize. Don't wait, find it Reach out, take it Don't wait, find it, Reach out, take it Don't wait, find it, Reach out, take it Don't wait, you bastard, act right now, generate novelty
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Look, here comes a new day The novelty we sought Light shines in a new way Our honor served us well this time What we have feared is gone For now embrace moments Both pretty, beautiful Much grander than was lost before Forged a new life from the ashes of old Might has sure served us well Change we feared has brought new meaning to us Steps on a shining path What was lost is found on a noble ground Values that hurt cast down Petty things are forgotten Monsters chained down so far away Forged a new life from the ashes of old Might has sure served us well Change we feared has brought new meaning to us Steps on a shining path What was lost is found on a noble ground Values that hurt cast down Petty things are forgotten Monsters chained down so far away If we fail it this time What is gained is knowledge We can always again Serve our needs with an ease, comfort We trust in our values to color our choices What we have left behind Is shadowed by perfect present Forged a new life from the ashes of old Might has sure served us well Change we feared has brought new meaning to us Steps on a shining path What was lost is found on a noble ground Values that hurt cast down Petty things are forgotten Monsters chained down so far away
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Zarkerovense 07:44
Lead me in to the dark my friend Zarkerovense No more need for the light, condemn Bend it around me Oh, Gone are the moments of fear Zarkerovense Let us bow to The Darkness, dear Let it become me I now breath smoke and ash My skin is scales of black My eyes but burn ing holes My mind's rage comes Lead me in to the dark my friend Zarkerovense No more need for the light, condemn Bend it around me Oh, Gone are the moments of fear Zarkerovense Let us bow to The Darkness, dear Let it become me My hands but jagged claws Cracked razors fill this maw My embrace lacerates My kiss tears flesh away Once I was a kind one I was one loved I knew not loss or death I was naive Surrounded by great light As was granted I knew not fear of dark I was blessed Then came the dark master It spun its web Around my feeble mind Tortured my head I fought it no one knew Bleeding in side Now I am comforted Now I am free Lead me in to the dark my friend Zarkerovense No more need for the light, condemn Bend it around me Oh, Gone are the moments of fear Zarkerovense Let us bow to The Darkness, dear Let it become me I now breath smoke and ash My skin is scales of black My eyes but burn ing holes My mind's rage comes Lead me in to the dark my friend Zarkerovense No more need for the light, condemn Bend it around me Oh, Gone are the moments of fear Zarkerovense Let us bow to The Darkness, dear Let it become me My hands but jagged claws Cracked razors fill this maw My embrace lacerates My kiss tears flesh away I am The Dark My loved ones run from me I am their dread But I'm free but I'm free The cost of fear I will kill for the Dark So I can be Behind its thirsty gaze Not underneath Lead me in to the dark my friend Lead me in to the dark Lead me in to the dark my friend Zarkerovense Lead me in to the dark my friend Zarkerovense No more need for the light, condemn Bend it around me Oh, Gone are the moments of fear Zarkerovense Let us bow to The Darkness, dear Let it become me I now breath smoke and ash My skin is scales of black My eyes but burn ing holes My mind's rage comes Lead me in to the dark my friend Zarkerovense No more need for the light, condemn Bend it around me Oh, Gone are the moments of fear Zarkerovense Let us bow to The Darkness, dear Let it become me My hands but jagged claws Cracked razors fill this maw My embrace lacerates My kiss tears flesh away Lead me in to the dark my friend Zarkerovense
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Storm 07:10
Our star glows red, the trees tople, dead The air is growing thin Feel the ground quake, structures crack and shake Smell of decay on wind No use boarding up your doors to hide The storm will knock them down No use digging, caves colapse in side So run, it will chase you down Hear the wind call, call your name Whisper for your living flesh See the dust twist up in to claws Great fingers to snatch you up Where could it have come from What god could allow this No time to ask any of this Fool, strap your boots on, run Here comes the storm Like a whirlwind of darkness It rains travesty down upon us The shadows as a burning frozen fog Day falls to night And the wind, its howl can crack the bone But the evil's worst has yet to come Beware the core deceives, tempting calmness Can we survive, struggle, stay alive We see none have before Their screams reached us, they weren't quick enough What have these clouds in store Acid rain fall, shards of crystal too A haze that burns the eyes Inhale madness, terror born anew And he who slows down dies Hear the wind call, call your name Whisper for your living flesh See the dust twist up in to claws Great fingers to snatch you up Where could it have come from What god could allow this No time to ask any of this Fool, strap your boots on, run Here comes the storm Like a whirlwind of darkness It rains travesty down upon us The shadows as a burning frozen fog Day falls to night And the wind, its howl can crack the bone But the evil's worst has yet to come Beware the core deceives, tempting calmness
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Ozzek 05:54
Disassociate from the violence, learn to hide what you are Disassociate, looking down on them, learn to hate what you are Arrogance in a word is our greatest disease (balance the extremes) But don't let theirs fuel self deceit (you've base desires too) We are not alone Logic is a tool, emotion's the drive, don't forget how to feel Cognition's the structure of sentiment, show us all how you feel Do not analyze the world when you feel empty (purpose is deceived) And don't judge them without empathy (you make mistakes too) Make your mind your home We pride our selves on knowing better than this Desire, control it, but do not shame or destroy it The madness, don't hide it, that gives it power to consume you Regret becoming the evil's victim, learn to hide all your scars Disassociate from your own ego, but this is who you are Elegance is a state that we wish to achieve (open up your mind) But beauty is carved understanding (what else have you learned) Curse your heart beat, scorn your dreaming, spit upon how you live Don't forget, it's the world that made you, unless you learn how to give Desire, control it, but do not shame or destroy it The madness, don't hide it, that gives it power to consume you Family, design it, because birth does not define it Those we choose must honor, our broken majesty and our view Desire, control it, but do not shame or destroy it The madness, don't hide it, that gives it power to consume you Don't give up, don't give up, out there are others just like you Don't give up, rise up, out there are others just, just like you Just like you Just like you Just like you Just like you
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Why can't we move our feet To any eclectic beat Every god damned night Why can't we dance all day In a most eccentric way It should be our right Why, don't just stand there man Throw your arms up when you can Yes, you can do it too Believe me when I say You can frown an other day I'm darker than you Let the whole world go Forget your pain and Forget your troubles too Let the lights guide you On to the dance floor Empathy without words Let the whole world go Forget your pain and Forget your troubles too Let the lights guide you On to the dance floor Empathy without words Why must the balance be Mundane against the beauty I must face all the facts But in the mean moments I'll spread all nice compliments The dance I'll enact Why, don't just stand there man Throw your arms up when you can Yes, you can do it too Believe me when I say You can frown an other day I'm darker than you But here I go! Let the whole world go Forget your pain and Forget your troubles too Let the lights guide you On to the dance floor Empathy without words Let the whole world go Forget your pain and Forget your troubles too Let the lights guide you On to the dance floor Empathy without words
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On Repeat 03:53
He wakes up an empty man in the morning And he builds a life ev ry day But it is often the absolute same man That leaves him empty and fake he wakes up a broken man in the morning He repairs a life ev ry day Through the same detrimental numbing habits That make him feel the same way It's a horrid, wretched, pitiful habit To repeat the oldest mistakes But we all define our selves through our habits Can we just throw us away Want to change but habits Are by definition Hard to cast away On repeat, life is but A flicker in existence Running out of time She sees a famil yer face in the mirror So she doubts what she has become But is there really a way to turn back now From these new habits she's won They were horrid, wretched, pitiful habits She repeats an other's mistakes But that is collateral of the changing If there's meaning in the way Want to change but habits Are by definition Hard to cast away On repeat, life is but A flicker in existence Running out of time Want to change but habits Are by definition- Don't say it again On repeat, break away Here comes the change, prepare We are losing time He hears the song He knows it's time Change with the melody She hears the notes Her ears perk up Her heart knows all the words He feels so alive Through new eyes He steps with great courage She feels right at home Through new eyes She steps, takes his hand and Completion is not necessary But they adore each other Through this they shall see proof of success Though time may keep them going They shall never forget what they shared And how it freed both of them From now on he'll wake up a whole man And she smiles in the mirror
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Shyft - Cry 04:53
Sorrow exists only in our minds Emptiness makes us easier to fill I admit that I see out of a narrow mind I feel I must destroy my enemy to see my Love stand by my side again Every one else has failed her in the past I wish to stand where they have fallen, to make this trust last I did not know then, but in side her mind She swore that she would never cry And nor will I As she stood and watched her brother die She swore that she would never cry 'There are lives more wretched than mine' And all ill things will pass in time All great things may come undone Enough loss can take down any one. But now she stands strong since she can not run She will not back down until the deed is done I do not care about what I have left to lose For emptiness makes us easier to fill I admit that I can not make the best end, but I must Destroy my worst enemy to save my best friend There are times when I wish to just give in And succumb to my enemy, just let that bitch win I have felt my worst, like I can not surivive She swore that she would never cry And nor will I As she stood and watched her brother die She swore that she would never cry 'There are lives more wretched than mine' And all ill things will pass in time All great things may come undone Enough loss can take down any one. But now she stands strong since she can not run She will not back down until the deed is done I felt less and paid with half of my mind We have both split and built the other kind There are lives more wretched than mine But I fear more ill things are growing inside This great world has come undone I carry the only key to save every one Now I will fight to the end, I will not run I will stand by her until our love has won I will try to find the strength inside my mind She swore that she would never cry And nor will I She stood and watched her brother die She swore that she would never cry 'There are lives more wretched than mine' And all ill things will pass in time All great things may come undone Enough loss can take down any one. But now she stands strong since she can not run She will not back down until the deed is done I felt less and paid with half of my mind We have both split and built the other kind There are lives more wretched than mine But I fear more ill things are growing inside This great world has come undone I carry the only key to save every one Now I will fight to the end, I will not run I will stand by her until our love has won I can sense the sadness in your eyes But, darling, this is not your kind of life
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Birg Fore 05:12
Curse them all, the fools who deny Truth and lies, what's before their empty eyes (open them) Curse them all, the bastards who lie But they're not at fault, we close our own minds You can wire their opinions, but you won't get that shit from me You can burn your constitution, but I will never quit, break free All to ash, all these dreams of mine Truth in kind, what's honor when there's divine? (no god is) All to ash, freedom of our kind No god is at fault, we close our own minds They will cower down before you, why don't you make their tired eyes see You can burn all of their money, but value lives on in the deed You can wire their opinions, but you won't get that shit from me You can burn your constitution, but I will never quit, break free Why try to blind your eyes (Open them, open them) All your life Forget comfort, all is excitement now Turn, face the new Curse the groove that we've resigned to Curse the drive that is quite far beyond you All to ash, those bold chosen few All to ashes, the life that we knew They will cower down before you, why don't you make their tired eyes see You can burn all of their money, but value lives on in the deed You can wire their opinions, but you won't get that shit from me You can burn your constitution, but I will never quit, break free Why try to blind your eyes (Open them, open them) All your life Forget comfort, all is excitement now Turn, face the new Why try to blind your eyes (Open them, open them) All your life Forget comfort, all is excitement now Turn, face the new
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Shyft - Dirt 04:38
He told the dirty girl That he loved her He wished that she would be Free From Harm She said she understood And she did But she would never be free From filth Why do you not sleep at night? Why do you feel pain? Where is the end of the road for you? And why was your favorite path slain? EAT YOUR SORROW TO SILENCE IT BUT IT WILL ONLY BREED INSIDE OF YOU SWALLOW YOUR LOST DREAMS BEFORE YOUR PAIN DOES BECAUSE THEN YOUR FAILURE CAN START ANEW He told the lost little girl Not to be afraid He wished that he could be the one To free her She said she realized He could save her from this tormented world but She just could not put down the filth Why do you run from the sunlight? And why is there no flame (inside)? What would lie at the end of the road if You chose your own way? EAT YOUR SORROW TO SILENCE IT BUT IT WILL ONLY BREED INSIDE OF YOU SWALLOW YOUR LOST DREAMS BEFORE YOUR PAIN DOES BECAUSE THEN YOUR FAILURE CAN START ANEW He told the dirty girl That he loved her He wished that she would be Free From Harm She said she understood And she did But she would never be free From filth Why do you not sleep at night? Why do you feel pain? Where is the end of the road for you? And why was your favorite path slain? Why do you run from the sunlight? And why is there no flame (inside)? What would lie at the end of the road if You chose your own way? EAT YOUR SORROW TO SILENCE IT BUT IT WILL ONLY BREED INSIDE OF YOU SWALLOW YOUR LOST DREAMS BEFORE YOUR PAIN DOES BECAUSE THEN YOUR FAILURE CAN START ANEW PEOPLE YOU FOLLOW ALWAYS LAG BEHIND DIGGING FOR GOLD, THE DIRT THEY FIND FLEEING FALSE REALITY FOR JUST ONE SINGLE TIME Could save your whole life.
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I don't need you to remind me of the flaws That I grew out of one by one and learned from You make me sick, judging me as if I am the boy I was before I became my self I try so hard to be transparent If you deny this favor, I'll deny you I do what I say and speak my mind Isn't that enough for you I seal my own fate with every word Isn't that enough for you You must know what your words mean How can you dare to speaketh them You fight for only comfort Wake from your dream imprisonment I don't claim to understand every last cause Of what makes you feel the way that you do But when you ask of me my advice Do not then spit upon my every idea I try to learn from my mistakes So others need not pity a fool Why don't you How can you deny the philosophical implications of our lives Would you be prepared for a time when a demon can erase Universe's mind I'm just acting me but where are you I must fight to see Cut grind burn dig deep in to your psyche Just so I can see You must know what your words mean How can you dare to speaketh them You fight for only comfort Wake from your dream imprisonment Your pain you project on me See what you're doing to your self See beyond your cyclic thoughts Expose your self, come take my hand
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Power Flash 08:20
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Why should I trust one more human Have I not learned, may be I will learn better this time This desire always gets in the way Of all other priorities Must I have love, else I'll go mad Is this a bad habit that I have fallen in to Either way love has broken me down I am afraid of you my dear Yet I wish I could promise... I will see you through all of the darkness to the Day beyond this world where we can be free Take my hand and I'll cast away the pain Smite those who misunderstand, hold you til the day I die Dear, I can't give you all of those things, I'm sorry Though my love is true, I am just a man For you I wish to sacrifice I don't want any one to have that kind of power Over me, over my state of mind But which pain is desired less Want to give you every thing How can I know there's any thing behind your smile It must mean some thing if you do not Make me happy out of your will I wish I could promise... I will see you through all of the darkness to the Day beyond this world where we can be free Take my hand and I'll cast away the pain Smite those who misunderstand, hold you til the day I die Dear, I can't give you all of those things, I'm sorry Though my love is true, I am just a man I feel all those things they've blamed on the heart It is raw, misunderstood, but a perfect place for us to start Do you mean to make me happy or is this just a dream I've concocted Could your eyes speak love to any one while your mind remains cold, I fear all this I... want to fight it I... want to throw away all this skepticism for you But you've got to do it too But you've got to do it too Feed the doubt, play it safe, you know it all too well What's it worth, a love that is practically doomed to fail After all trust is just a form of control Truth be told, we are fools for even stooping this low (No...) Just as how the unexamined life is not worth living So too it is true for the life that is not shared Where is the love in a world without forgiving Is hesitation proof of conflict or care Doubt is a sign of fear, why should true love be tamed Fear is response to danger, if our condition remains unchanged We have learned to distrust, now it's time to unlearn that tragedy It is you I choose I may not save you from the dark, my love But I will make light among the shadows I may not have strength to break these chains, love But here with me you can be you Come take my hand and I'll make you forget your pain Fend off the fools, hold you as long as I can
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My insanity Is mocking me My deception Is my eyes I'm blinded by the Insecurity That is Me My terror Charges ten fold Every time I call love's name I grab at love And grip it But my grip's too hard And it strangles and chokes I'm falling into the pit of the void of my pain I'm drowning in the fire of destruction of my life I'm falling into the pit of the void of my pain But I won't give up so easily Burning cinder Fury of Crimson chaos Fire Is all that I see All I feel All right That's a lie MY LIFE ISN'T AS HARD AS I MAKE IT OUT TO BE But it is Just so hard … To me I'm falling into the pit of the void of my pain I'm drowning in the fire of destruction of my life I'm falling into the pit of the void of my pain But I won't give up so easily Is any of this Ever worth it Am I making Myself clear And if I am Does anyone listen And if they do Do they hear I am my fear As it jeers I am my fear As it cheers I feel humanity Is stalking me Laughing at My cries I'm falling into the pit of the void of my pain And nothing else remains What does is really lost to me Should I just give up? NEVER NO NOT EVER FOR THEN THEY'LL HAVE WON MY PAIN AND FEARS AND AGONY The things that I shun Life drive sweet clarity undying purity There is no pit there is no pain I am free I'm falling into the pit of the void of my pain I'm drowning in the fire of destruction of my life I'm falling into the pit of the void of my pain But I won't give up so easily I'm falling into the pit of the void of my pain I'm drowning in the fire of destruction of my life I'm falling into the pit of the void of my pain Giving up's an option I reject
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Secto 10:51
Omisousius was too small for him, he yearned for some thing more It was as though he could see beyond Dor to all of Universe He was taught by an outcast of a Knight to find meaning deep in side And though Agnavas taught him well, he followed on a twisted ride To hesitate not, to discard old friends, cast aside family colors To adopt violence, take on black, silver, skeptic turned cynic to the very end Those not at his side were merely obstacles for him to conquer 'Hate is safe, search for knowledge is the one way to redeem my impurity' Obsessed, digression impossible, don't ask him to obey any thing else- Secto He declares, as was said once before 'Search for knowledge is the greatest good Oh, as such there is no lesser loss than sacrifice for all understood' He believes, as all philosophers That true wisdom is hardest to find So one must be truest to the self To lift dark from the edge of your mind Fight against all odds, is that not heroic, strive to be pure, reach for the truth Make sacrifice when, the greater good is at stake, is that not noble, of the few He called upon the outcasts, the broken, made his team of four It was as though he could hear the words of forgotten lore He had been loved by his enemies but never felt the shame Of betrayal, of broken promise, of renouncing his name He spent his life, a madness, dedicated to sifting through The Frame For answers to all questions, but those that would burden him with blame Wiyinndfor, the one who loved him, she was just his pawn Though his team would die for him, in his mind he was just one strong Vos Eroshim Valektyntez was never the name of a god To be the best is to beat the rest, so why should one empathize Those not at his side were merely obstacles for him to conquer 'Hate is safe, search for knowledge is the one way to redeem my impurity' Obsessed, digression impossible, don't ask him to obey any thing else- Secto He declares, as was said once before 'Search for knowledge is the greatest good Oh, as such there is no lesser loss than sacrifice for all understood' He believes, as all philosophers That true wisdom is hardest to find So one must be truest to the self To lift dark from the edge of your mind And true wisdom is his to find Before all others of his kind The gods are dreadful, uninclined To lift dark from the edge of their minds Fight against all odds, is that not heroic, strive to be pure, reach for the truth Make sacrifice when, the greater good is at stake, is that not noble, of the few Curse the edge of mind again Sloppy is the frame Press the edge of all moments Curse the edge of mind again There is just no time Press the edge of all moments He declares, as was said once before 'Search for knowledge is the greatest good Oh, as such there is no lesser loss than sacrifice for all understood' He believes, as all philosophers That true wisdom is hardest to find So one must be truest to the self To lift dark from the edge of your mind Curse the edge of mind again Sloppy is the frame Press the edge of all moments Curse the edge of mind again There is just no time Press the edge of all moments He declares, as was said once before 'Search for knowledge is the greatest good Oh, as such there is no lesser loss than sacrifice for all understood' He believes, as all philosophers That true wisdom is hardest to find So one must be truest to the self To lift dark from the edge of your mind And true wisdom is his to find Before all others of his kind The gods are dreadful, uninclined To lift dark from the edge of their minds And true wisdom is his to find Before all others of his kind He will be the god in due time

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Album two: www.createspace.com/2168095

Purchase of complete digital album on Bandcamp includes instrumental versions of Red Ankh songs that otherwise contain lyrics.

Unofficially released in 2008 and remastered for release in 2013, this is an industrial metal double album by Red Ankh that features many interluding industrial tracks by alternate alias Shyft. Mostly future pop, Shyft also features a bit of darkwave and electro industrial on this album. Like on the first Blue, the metal tracks on this album were originally instrumental pieces that have been reworked with new vocals.

Lyrics tell a few stories from Shyft's dreams and writings and express internal conflict from his teenage years, but mostly deal with ethics and the paradox of understanding others.

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released January 6, 2008

Drums, Guitars, Viola, Keyboard, Vox, Vox Programming, Teenaged and Adult Angst, Programming, Composition, Mastering, Crappy Shop Art, the whole shebang - Shyft Trakia-Vorga VahtiDahl

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Red Ankh is highly experimental, including (but not in every song) elements of black metal, chiptune, dance, death metal, folk, gabber, gothic, industrial, power metal, progressive, symphonic metal, groove metal, and trance.

Early works were mostly instrumental. That changed with Bronze. The goal of the project is to break down genre boundaries, keep music inventive, and inspire.
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